While im facing my exam recently, i see a lot of my friends who are also studying with their very best effort..
But, somehow, im quite envy wit them as they can still visit the lake, mamak stalls and stil playing around with their friends during this critical period for me..
Is it im putting so much stress on myself? I cant join them.. Because i don want to let myself regret. In my opinion, those activities are wasting my time. If i get a bad result in this test, mayb i could still tell myself that at least i have try my best by not wasting a single hour outside there..
HOwever, things are really subjective sometimes... You can say u are enjoying ur uni life or you can just say that the pointer are not so important..
To be happy, do watever u like. There is no wrong or right in those things that have no formula..
So, don ever say im wrong again....
U may enjoy ur short period of happiness now.. But, what i want is the proud that i can gain for me, myself, and also my parents. They will feel happy n proud wit me...
What do you get when u get happiness now but not after d result being released? Only blames and scold frm the people around you...
wat do u think??
ReplyDeletehey don't be too hard on yourself. Going to mamak is a waste of time, especially if we go very very frequently. But it is a way for us to celebrate something, like when wecompleted a presentation etc, then we want to relax.
ReplyDeleteGoing to mamak is not the fun part, having a companionship to help you relax is the real fun! I mean for one semester, we only go mamak not more than 3 times. how much time can be waste? and that, I don't think it is enough evident to contribute to the failure of getting good grades, as long as you don't do it always. :D
Elween